And all the time I thought
it was my
heart
being fragile
that my ghosts
finally had
caught up with me
even though I´d seen them
lurch in the distance
that I didn´t really reach
all the way in
to what was lurking in there
And yet
all the time
there was something
inside
me
inside my tissues
my blood stream
that tore and pulled
and cut
and all my efforts
trying to find the answer
in my heart
was nothing but a bandaid
on an ulcer
and the only thing that can really
soothe
is knowing that nothing I could do
would ever be enough
#mecfs #myalgicencephalomyelitis
#närkroppensägernej
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